My Lowest

*Trigger Warning: Suicide* Self improvement has always been important to me. But in August, self improvement shot up my list of priorities; no longer was it important, it was critical. I remember being in the shower, absolutely shrouded by a swarm of demons. I kept looking at the pale skin

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what anxiety feels like

What Anxiety Feels Like

It starts with a balloon. I guess I’ve probably imagined it as a red one. The red balloon lives in my rib cage. It always starts with the balloon, slowly inflating, pressing up against my lungs preventing them from getting the air they need. Once the balloon inflates, my heart

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