My Lowest

*Trigger Warning: Suicide* Self improvement has always been important to me. But in August, self improvement shot up my list of priorities; no longer was it important, it was critical. I remember being in the shower, absolutely shrouded by a swarm of demons. I kept looking at the pale skin

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The Looming Fear

When I look in the mirror, I see my body exactly where it is at this moment. It’s not at its heaviest, or at it’s skinniest, but it’s beautiful, and it’s mine. And though I can accept myself as I am in this moment, I can also recognize the danger

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